I am just going to ramble here for a bit. TL:DR warning....
I have been thinking alot lately, about all sorts of things. I have spent quite some time trying to work out who I am and why I am, trying to decide what I am going to do with me. I need to allow myself to be me, not just Mother and Wife and Daughter and Sister and Employee. I still need and want to be all of that, but there needs to be more to me than that. I am not sure yet what I want or what I need, but I want something.
Shit happens, and just recently, I have been the person who shit happens to. Maybe I need to unplug, take some time for me and my little family. I feel like i am being pulled in every direction but I don't want to go in any of them. I am just not sure who I am or who I want to be anymore.
my sweet sweet Emily, my heart wants to give you a big hug, I hope one morning you wake up and youre happy...I wouldnt want anything but that for you. Sometimes the world gets a bit much doesnt it, and you get engulfed by it all. Well my Emily, I have a rope and if you fall too far down, I will do everything in my power to save you
ReplyDeletexx Courtney
dear miss em -
ReplyDeleteyou are seen
you are known
you are loved
you are something to everyone
and everything to someone.
xxxxx L